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Adelyn. 19, Singapore.
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Wednesday, June 08, 2011

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With this, i am done for the day. I have many more updates to do but this should suffice for now. OK IT DEFINITELY SUFFICE, so many posts at one go. If i continue on, i really will go and bang wall hahahahaha. Actually i can choose not to update but i like to update because I wish to remember. For every card that was written for me, every card made for me, every handmade present be it small or big, i keep it all. Every time i add new cards in, and read the old ones inside, I will always go "eh, eh!" and just smile myself silly. I like photos because it is the one thing that can really hold the memory. For every polaroid that i took, i will write the date on it. If i don't blog about the outing, it doesn't mean that it is not important or i did not enjoy it. Its just that i have more motivation to blog when there are pictures. I always like nice pictures and its so tempting to get a good camera but that can wait, and definitely must wait for there are better places to spend the money on! I need to support myself from now onwards and will not take allowance anymore.

Through this year, I feel that I have matured a lot as well as aged a lot. Ok, I am only but 19. However, there are many incidents and events that made me think a lot. As a daughter, as a sister, as a granddaughter, as a human but more importantly as me. I have never been extraordinary nor the most outstanding, but i am so ever thankful to have such wonderful people around me. I think i am so blessed so lucky soso lucky. For every advice and comfort given to me, i really appreciate them. People may say im naive and silly for believing people so easily even if they do not really mean it. But to me, i am really happy about it. This makes me happy and i choose to be happy. Every single comfort means a lot to me. I learnt humility i learnt regrets i learnt failure i learnt courage and peserverance i learnt to make decisions for myself, i learnt to take charge and responsibilities for my future within a short period of time. Without their support, I would have faltered. Ok perhaps not. Given my nature, i will probably talk myself out of it, not to wallow in self-pity and get my feet back on. But then again.. humans were made to support one another emotionally and i have to admit i am only human and no doubt it is only because of them that made me what i am, my nature, my character today.

I remember my dad sending me text messages encouraging me, cheering me on knowing that i am feeling really blue. Upon seeing the messages, i just teared uncontrollably. He may not have known what he has done, but it meant so much to me. so much so much. This year, i realised how important support is and understand what they mean when they say that your family will never desert you no matter what. it comforted me so and i really really am very grateful. My mom gives me hugs even when im a big girl and tells me its alright, my dad brews delicious soup for me asking me to be home for dinner, my siblings are there to comfort me, my ahma cooks for me whenever i visit and worries if i am sick, my ahgong always try to give me money although i decline each time, my waipo grows my favourite vegetables and always bring it for me and cooks for me, my relatives so ever ready to help. I am really a very blessed girl.

One person i would really like to thank on this occasion as well is my bro. Throughout these years, he has always been there for me. Be it when i am sick, having problems, through my ups and downs, he has always been there and i really appreciate it. He dotes me like a little girl, protects me like a brother, scolds me like a father but all in all, he is just a really good brother. Many people often question why can we be like this when we are not blood related. I guess the answer is sincerity and just genuine trust. It has been like this over the years and would always be. I am one who can't say such things easily for what reason i don't know why but.. ya thank you kor, really (:

I may not be the wealthiest girl, the smartest girl nor the prettiest girl but i definitely am contented. ok maybe not all the time if not im lying! but i am contented enough hehe C:



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